Saddest momments in life

There are some events in life that you just wish you could lock up and throw the key away but sometimes,you just have to face up to your past and confront it and take it as it comes.The saddest moment of my life was really sad.Did I lose a loved one?No.But something happened to me which I have tried to forget but well,I have not succeeded in forgetting so maybe I should share it,who knows,it could ease the pain.

It all happened in 1994.I was in JS1 then,was a happy girl with not a care in the world till one night,all that was gone.My big cousin had gone home for the weekend and left me to the care of her trusted friend.In the night,she asked me to come sleep on her bed with her.Innocent as I was,I obliged thinking I was lying down woth a humanbeing.I woke up in the night and felt a sharp pain between my legs and my lower abdomen.I started in shock and a hand covered my mouth.Godd!!!! it was painful.The tears stung my eyes,with the last shred of strength,I pushed the person off and reached for the room light switch.Who was my assailant?My cousin's trusted friend!!!!I felt so sad,I looked down at myself and saw the blood flowing freely.I ran out into the dark night with no destination in mind and I was screaming.It was the scream that woke others up.Other seniors chased after me and held me down,tried to calm me down,cleaned me up and after a while,I slept off.That incident never left me.I mean,it is always firmly planted that it was a girl that broke me.Never gonna know what ot is like to be disvirgined by a real man.Well,like the French say,c'est la vie!!!

Another incident happened in my JS2 when I was accused of stealing my friend's 220 naira.I was shocked.I was beaten and tortured in school for close to one week.It was then I knew that the human body could go without food for days without feeling it.It was that bad.After my parents had paid the money,she late found at the bottom of her box.Apologies where made and all that,but they never really knew the damage they had caused.I had this inferiority complex for a long time and shut people out,I had been betrayed by a best friend so what the hell did I need friends for?I was so on my own and it was hell.I have snapped out of it though,but it kind of creeps up at times.That is life for you.